Saturday, April 21, 2012
Life at this moment is good, things are going smoothly and according to my plans. My daughter came into my life Friday April 13th at 2 pm. And she's absolutely adorable!! I feel so lucky to have her in my life. For privacy reasons, I can't discuss the details about her. Just know that I love her very much and feel that she's an absolute blessing. And I think she's going to help me heal my heart.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
It's my second Easter without Chris. It's not any easier. However, I'm finally ready to host a family holiday and the entire family will be here, including my grandma (Chris's grandma). I think this is a step forward in my healing. I tried to host a family holiday before but couldn't. Thanksgiving was the last holiday that we spent together and we hosted the family. So far, no tears. I don't know how I'll be at the end of the day. But for now, I'm remembering only the happy times.