Sunday, April 8, 2012
It's my second Easter without Chris. It's not any easier. However, I'm finally ready to host a family holiday and the entire family will be here, including my grandma (Chris's grandma). I think this is a step forward in my healing. I tried to host a family holiday before but couldn't. Thanksgiving was the last holiday that we spent together and we hosted the family. So far, no tears. I don't know how I'll be at the end of the day. But for now, I'm remembering only the happy times.