Saturday, July 2, 2011

Great Feeling

I woke up the day after my 41st birthday feeling like a new woman. I don't know if it was finally going back to my old therapist, the new things, or all the wonderful people in my life. But, I feel great. I finally didn't feel like a fat blob. I was finally able to look into the mirror and not see a fat girl looking back at me!! For the first time in my life, I might add!!! Yes, I've been thin before, but I've always seen a fat girl. But not that morning. And, I had no tears (well, maybe a few sobs). I'm finally back to where I should be, ok almost back to where I should be I'm making progress to get there. I've got my plans back on track and my life is getting back in order. I took a short detour for a couple of weeks, but I look great and I feel great. I couldn't ask for anything more. Well, having Chris back would be the ultimate, but I know that isn't possible so this is the next best thing.


  1. Brava!
    The ups and downs of grief are hard....
    So happy things are working out for you!

  2. I'm so happy for you! It gives me hope!