Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Put a Fork In Me...

I'm done.  I can't do this anymore.  I'm tired of not being able to sleep.  I'm tired of crying every single moment that I'm alone.  I'm tired of being lonely.  I'm just tired.  This life sucks.  I so badly want this to be a dream and I want to wake up right now.

I'm tired of being OK one moment and feeling at my worst the very next moment.  I just can't handle this.  I'm not strong.  Those that think that I am just aren't seeing me.  I have moments when I think, yeah, I am strong, I can do this.  But, the reality is it's my medications that make it seem as if I can survive this.  I am not that strong.  I'm just ready to have my nightmare end.

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