Wednesday, November 10, 2010
My heart is still filled with nothing. The hate that I used to feel has dissipated, it's not gone but it's days of tarnishing my heart are over. The love that I felt for Chris is so deep down that it is being hidden behind all the sorrow and grief. I feel like nothing and nobody today. All that I want to do is crawl under my covers and disappear forever. Well, there's always the weekend for that. It seems that these days I only look forward to the weekends so that I can disappear.