Friday, October 29, 2010
I went to the doctor today and got some bad news (not life threatening, that would actually be good news), but it is certainly something that I fear I will have to address. And it's one of my worst health fears too!! All I want to do is have Chris hold me and tell me that it will be OK. He is the only one that I want to talk to about it; he is the only one that I want to comfort me. But thanks to a real life monster, I don't know if he can hear me when I talk to him about it. But, no matter how much I talk to him, he will never again be able to comfort me. Just one more thing that I feel so alone about.