Friday, June 18, 2010
Why Do I Bother?
Why do I bother thinking of other people before thinking of myself? These people don't think of me, or my feelings. So, why should I think of theirs? I don't know why I always have to be the good guy (that some try to make out to be the bad guy)? I can't ever say no to people. And when I do get the courage to utter "Um, I don't really think so..." I get nagged and or bullied into saying yes. UGH! I wish that Chris was here because he would put all of these people in their places for me. He was such a nice guy, but he knew where the boundry's were and God help you if you crossed the boundry. Yep, just one more thing that I miss about him. Maybe he will somehow give me the courage to stand up to some of these people?!?